Addiction

came across this today, not sure why it resonates, but it does:

addiction...sad lonely pain shame anger can't look in the mirror can't face myself don't want to
give it up so hard longing wonder aggression embarrassment excuses justifications
unfounded weak empty heartless let me speak soulless shallow meager disgusted with myself
can't let it hold me broken don't break me strong willful demeaning hurtful break the
glass look away leave me alone quiet the voices overcome this survive the mind same
path wrong road going down to hell drag me away from this...addiction
--anon.